NEED I SAY MORE!!!
DISCOVER THE LOVER HERO IN YOU!!!
Monday, April 27, 2015
Guidance
Being hurt and miserable is one thing, but, it is a totally different ballgame when you admit it and then do something about it, even when you can't see your potential. Meeting my fiancé was like a genuine fresh breath of air after my divorce. No one is getting inside of my circle....NO WAY! So, before someone else hurts me, I'm hurting them, was my attitude. Releasing the bitterness that began to set in was unbelievable and quite frankly, much needed! I even lost the fear and began knowing that I can do this. The battle was great even more so because I chose to complete my life with a woman. Losing all that I came to know was my family, feeling the emptiness, then, connecting with the love of my heart, gave me unimaginable hope and a renewed mind for life in general!
Restoration
You know the saying, "hurt people, hurt people?" Well, you are looking at her. My EX-marriage began to make me hurt everything and everyone around me, no matter how much I tried to keep the hard shell intact. Crying and realizing that something was missing and that I did not want to become bitter. Drinking was Hancock's defense mechanism, but, mine is writing. American literary novels to exact. Literature enables me to tell the truth, as my professor/mentor advised me. But, when I do not put a pen and paper in my hand, I transform into Hancock! But, only learning that love is my strongest weapon.
Ready or not, here I come!
Not really bothering anyone, and, minding your own business? Then, why do I find myself always trying to help people, then, only to get disappointed by their selfish intentions. I feel as if I could seriously relate to Hancock. Sometimes even feeling like I was just existing unless someone needed me, but, when the situation goes left sometimes, then, the weight falls on me like a ton of bricks!! UGHHHH!!!!! So, my mindset then becomes, "LEAVE ME ALONE"!!!!!
Inner Strength
There is nothing more powerful than experiencing a love that sacrifices the heart of their own! One can feel completely empty through their entire life, then, an epiphany sets in where you finally find that, "aha" moment! Understanding what it truly means to not only love, but, then, something drastically changes in your life and makes the hero inside of you come out without looking back. Trying to change on the outside when the true change comes from within. Physical strength? Not at all.....So, follow me into the world of a REAL LOVER HERO!!
Wednesday, April 22, 2015
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